RELEASE FROM FINALS AND PROJECTS

I finished my Essay in class but I feel as if I could have done better if I had more time. I started off by trying to do a pre-write and honestly that was the first time I had tried it and I feel like those minutes writing the pre-write were totally worth my time. I don't feel like I need to add to my Essay, I just feel like I could have written it better. So, I am writing this right now because I just finished my Press Conference and I was the actor so I feel like I need to write something to release my emotions and other things are going on so I am releasing my emotions in a positive way by writing. I am happy how the Press Conference ended because we got more information than what we needed. I was really really nervous! I'm honestly just happy that it is over, it was a great experience and I really stepped out of my comfort zone. I never believed that I would be able to do that but I did! I followed Emerson's advice and I was myself. For the first time in Forever I said to myself to stop worrying about how things will end up and just have some fun. It was hilarious because I really felt the pressure. HaHa, everyone was like MS.ADDAMS, MS.ADDAMS! It was an overall great experience. Now I want to release my emotions on something else. Honestly, I do not understand some people. I try so hard to let this person see how much I appreciate them, but every time I try I just get disappointed, over and over. Sadly, for some reason I keep on going back to them. Don't you ever get that feeling? That feeling that you feel like you need someone, their presence just makes you feel better and when they are there you don't think about all the problems. Who doesn't love that feeling? I feel like that's why I feel so attached to this person, Ughhhhh, what is wrong with me? LOL, its so funny how I'm feeling so many different types of ways. On another side note, I'm so excited for the soccer game that's going on today. SM vs PV. Rivalry! Is there anybody else who's as scared as I am for FINALS?! Life sucks sometimes but it can also be great if you let it be (: Well that's all I got for today, I feel 100000000x's better! (: