RELEASE FROM FINALS AND PROJECTS

I finished my Essay in class but I feel as if I could have done better if I had more time. I started off by trying to do a pre-write and honestly that was the first time I had tried it and I feel like those minutes writing the pre-write were totally worth my time. I don't feel like I need to add to my Essay, I just feel like I could have written it better. So, I am writing this right now because I just finished my Press Conference and I was the actor so I feel like I need to write something to release my emotions and other things are going on so I am releasing my emotions in a positive way by writing. I am happy how the Press Conference ended because we got more information than what we needed. I was really really nervous! I'm honestly just happy that it is over, it was a great experience and I really stepped out of my comfort zone. I never believed that I would be able to do that but I did! I followed Emerson's advice and I was myself. For the first time in Forever I said to myself to stop worrying about how things will end up and just have some fun. It was hilarious because I really felt the pressure. HaHa, everyone was like MS.ADDAMS, MS.ADDAMS! It was an overall great experience. Now I want to release my emotions on something else. Honestly, I do not understand some people. I try so hard to let this person see how much I appreciate them, but every time I try I just get disappointed, over and over. Sadly, for some reason I keep on going back to them. Don't you ever get that feeling? That feeling that you feel like you need someone, their presence just makes you feel better and when they are there you don't think about all the problems. Who doesn't love that feeling? I feel like that's why I feel so attached to this person, Ughhhhh, what is wrong with me? LOL, its so funny how I'm feeling so many different types of ways. On another side note, I'm so excited for the soccer game that's going on today. SM vs PV. Rivalry! Is there anybody else who's as scared as I am for FINALS?! Life sucks sometimes but it can also be great if you let it be (: Well that's all I got for today, I feel 100000000x's better! (:

SOMETHING INTERESTING

Something very interesting that I just noticed today was the fact that I got to see life itself and the people who surround me. I realized that life is not only about repeating the things you do everyday. For example waking up, going to school, going home, doing homework, and falling asleep. Today I realized that other things also occur throughout the day that I don't notice. I am sitting here in the library writing this but before I started writing this I was having the time of my life. I was laughing uncontrollably and it was the best feeling. I was listening to music and I was really feeling it and I was singing to it and for the first time in so long I did not care about whoever was around. I realized that I need to pay attention to the little details of the best things that occur in a day that I never realize. Life is not about being boring, it's about making the best out of it even through the worst situations. That is something really interesting that just opened my eyes for some odd reason and i'm happy it did. <3